A NEW START

 

Im a broken hearted girl . dengan baru start college mcm2 benda jadi otak dah jem nak pikir ape pun ta boleh dah . lantaklah ape nak jadi malas nak amek tau dah . time to be heartless nak nanges smpi ta tido hari2 boleh msk hospital sakit jiwa nanty , satu keje pun ta jalan . inilah akibat nya syg org terlebih sgt buat kwn mcm family buat bf mcm suami . haaa amek kau aida . org yg terhegeh kat kau tak nampak org yg tak reti hargai kau dok sanjung bagai nak rak . bodoh ! 

one day , and that moment don't come to me saying that u regret it . it's tOO late ! 

but still whatever happen i will always love u . no matter how hurt i am how painful it is . 

we lived in different ways and lifestyles but it doesnt mean we cant be good enough for each other .

after years why now ure telling me those painful words ? 

i hope ure happy with this wall that uve created and live happily ever after . 

Changes

Maybe it look easy for you to say just move on yuyu be selfish and just think about yourself .

Wei kalau senang sangat mcmtu buat ape aku menanges smpi nak terkeluar biji mata ni .

Ingat seronok sangat ke nanges ? Its harder than u thought when you truly love someone and abandoned by them. There would come a time when you would say 'its time to move on' but its not that simple . Especially bila dah bertahun nak tipu diri sendiri 'yuyu kuat,yuyu boleh buat or yuyu boleh ignore dia' 

It ain't working ya know . sighh

Bestfriend its hard to get one and harder when lose one too . I always put you on top of everything atlast I was the one who get hurt and its my fault . From today i promised myself to not love anyone more than myself and just do what i want to do . At the end of the day its all about myself not anyone else. I tried so hard to be strong and i will .I promised you  I'll be there for you and I will love you for the rest of my life bestie. I'll keep my word although we are far away from each other . Love you kza

love visitting me again

 

I still remember how hurt it is when he left me for someone that can fulfill his desire.

When he told me in the mean way and still I love him. That moment i swore to myself that I wont believe in love anymore but love never give up on me .

My heart are blind now and I seems not to be bother by it . Deep inside I want to be inlove again.
Ade orang yang jaga kita , sayang kita dan sentiase ade untuk kita tapi berbaloi ke untuk disakit lagi demi cinta ?

Piece of me

 

When the sun arise I fake a smile and I tell myself that everythings gonna be okay.

Everyone thought that I am the happiest girl in the world who had everything that i dream of .

But the truth,they had no idea about my dream.

So I hide my tears under my blanket. 

Diet ? It wont works on me.When I had a long day chocolate would be my spa treatment and icecream would be my listener. So....ta payah nak mimpi kurus lah yuyu!

Do you ? I wonder when you said these three magical words to me do you really mean it ?

Because i felt nothing . In my past I made a mistake by putting all my trust on that magical words and the end of the day , I hurted .